"How do you know what you are going to do until you do it? The answer is, you don't." -J.D. Salinger
After years of waiting for this day to come, I must admit I feel very liberated but still completely trapped at the same time. I have overcome years of sleepless nights and fried brain cells, but I realize that that was only the half of it. Now it's time to move on, and yet I have no idea where to move on to.
I was asked again today, "so what do you think you wanna be in the future?"
I want to be left alone.
I want to be able to ask myself the same question.
I want to be someone who shows her answer instead of merely stating it.
I want to be able to prove everyone, with their doubts, wrong.
I want to be happy.
I just want to be careless enough to follow my dreams.
"So what do you think you wanna be in the future?"
Let's see how things play out; we can talk in the future.

2008-05-29 03:30 pm (UTC)
except that he kinda depresses me.
2008-06-02 06:49 am (UTC)